Music is such an essential necessity in my everyday life. Right now my eyes are droppy and my eye backs are so bad that it really looks like a natural eyeliner. As i was walking back i was recalling what i have done in my pass years in order to chase someone who i like. And i realise that i always let girls climb over my head as tough i am a rock. And after every unsuccessful cycle, i tell myself that i will not repeat the same mistake again and be stronger but i realise that it's pretty impossible. But now, i am going to be someone who stands up for himself and a more calm like human being. Down-to-earth is still a must. In this society either people play you out or you play them out. I must not be three steps ahead but actually 5 steps ahead. I have finally got things out of my chest and i just feel like a burden has been lifted. I thank God for making me understand what life really is. Instead of hating it, i shall love it. (:

I'm gonna need it...